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Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 05:53 pm 3 Days Left!!!!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Holy crap, I have almost made it!! I can't believe it! Well guys as we travel down to see Jay at graduation again, thank you for all your awesome support I would not have been able to make it without ALL of you. I think I will have passed out directions to everyone who will be coming by the time most of you have read this, if you haven't gotten directions you can email me and I will make sure I forward you a copy. Hope all is well with everyone and I look forward to seeing you there.
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Oct. 4th, 2004 @ 11:22 pm 11 Weeks Down 1 Week and 2 Days to Go!!
Current Mood: giggly
So I am on the home stretch. I got a phone call from Jay today, the first one I have gotten since he left...it really great to just hear his voice, oh my gosh I LOVE HIM. He is doing really, really good. I am so glad that I am going to be seeing him so soon, I can't believe it. Yeah! Well, I really don't have much to report otherwise so I will leave it at this...
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Sep. 28th, 2004 @ 06:36 am 10 Weeks Down 2 weeks and 2 days to go!!
Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: Usher...Burn
Well, the time now just seems to be flying by. I can't believe I have almost made it. I am so incredibly happy that I will be able to be with him, talk with him, and hold him. It feels like its been forever. So far so good, as they say. No news is good news. From everything I have heard from Jay he is doing really well. He is really looking forward to coming home to see everyone. I really don't have anything super exciting to report other than that. If you have written him or are going to write to him make sure you send the last letter a week from October 15th, it takes about that long for him to get them and he may never recieve anything past that time.

God has done some pretty neat things in my life the last 10 weeks and I am sure he will continue to do so. I was able to give up my short comings to God and he has totally taken care of them. I thank all of you who have been there for me when I needed you most. Jess, Deanna, Ed, Jp, and Jim. Thank you being there either to just hang out or listen to me wallow. I am truely blessed to have such incredible friends in my life and I know that God has great plans for all of us.

I hope you all have a great week and I am sure we will all be seeing eachother soon. (Oh and I am not really thirsty, I just didnt know when else I would have an opportunity to use this really cute star...check it out).
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Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 09:30 pm 9 Weeks Down 3 weeks and 4 days to go!!
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Jack & Bobby
Okay just from the title I would say its safe to say I am getting ancy already!!! :) I am sooooo incredibly ready for him to come home. So this weekend I spent Saturday visiting Jay's family with his Mom and Joe. As much fun as it was, it definitly was a little strange seeing ALL his family without him. The most pleasant part was hearing how proud they all are of him. It made me think. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM!!!!
So Friday I went up to my sister's place in Santa Barbara we went to dinner and a movie. We had so much fun, I love the fact that we can just hang out. We have not always been the closest or seen eye to eye but as we grow up its neat how we have gotten closer on a different level. I love it.
Well, I don't really have anything exciting to report otherwise...same old same old. I am struggling with something and I would love it if you could all pray for me. I basically need to make a decision on whether or not to take the problem head on or to JUST let it go, once and for all and just brush it aside.
I hope you all had a great weekend and I am sure we'll be talking soon.
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Sep. 12th, 2004 @ 11:09 pm 8 Weeks Down 5 to go!!
Current Mood: full
Current Music: Perfect Storm on Channel 4
Okay just alone the title of this journal puts a smile on my face! Yeah...MY husband will be coming home to ME very very soon. Well this weekend was REALLY good, now really I didnt do much but hang out with the people I love but that is enough! I am so pleased to know that God truely has placed each one of my friends in my life for a specific reason and its so neat to see that coming together. Everyone brings something different to the group that helps complete us as a whole. What I lack God replaces with someone elses strengths. *side note: I am so incredibly full, THAT was the best nearly free dinner I HAVE EVERY HAD!!!!

Well, Jason is doing REALLY well. His letters alone bring a smile to my face, he is in very good spirits and is really starting to settle in and finding his place which is really neat to be apart of. I am so looking forward to seeing him and to just BE with him. It is really amazing to see how God has put Jason in my life, we truely are soulmates...we compliment eachother in EVERY way. Its funny how all the little things that he does are the ones I miss the most.

So from what everyone has said or written- Jessica and Fish, Jp and Bekka are coming down to the graduation...I know we will be with Jason's parents and very possibly a whole bunch of his family, and we will be going to lunch afterwards. I will already be there so we will need to coordinate how we will all meet up there. We can discuss, once it gets closer to the graduation about directions and stuff. Well I am going to go write Jay again so everyone have a good night and I hope to see or hear from you soon! Night!!
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Sep. 8th, 2004 @ 09:07 pm Letters!
Current Mood: giddy
Well, I finally got letters from Jay...and yeah my mail was just being retarded. Today I got a letter he sent to me on the 30th. Pretty crazy! Well good news he is doing REALLY good. So far he is having the most fun he has the whole time. He got an "EXPERT" in his markmanship which is the best and not very many people are able to acheive so he is VERY pleased. He is feeling really well also. So I have nothing to report but good news!! If there is anyone out there who wants to come to his graduation you are all more than welcome. He has no limit on how many people he can invite...its October 15th, the graduation begins at 10am. Jay and I are planning on spending the night down in San Diego and going to Seaworld the following Saturday...I can get a really good deal on hotel rates somewhere between 70-90 bucks for a room that will sleep 4 so let me know that way I can prereserve the hotel...apparently there is a limit.
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Sep. 6th, 2004 @ 09:45 pm 7 Weeks Down 6 to Go!
Current Mood: worried
Well all in all my weekend was pretty good. It was a lot of fun to see my mom and sister...since they moved to the lake 2 weeks ago I really havent seen them. Things with my dad continue to go well though its been really hard on him having my mom and sis away, I dont know we'll see...I have a feeling things will get worse rather than better first but only time will tell.
Otherwise things are slow and steady, I start a new schedule at work 7-4 which should be good, its the schedule I really want so I am pretty happy with that. I decided after much deliberation to drop my Bio class...I dont know I just began to feel overwhelmed especially with trying to go see Jay at his graduation, there was no way I would miss it for the world and my Bio teacher was being a huge ass about letting me miss class or sub for a different day, plus I didnt end up having a lab partner (kind of needed) stress is not good and I am working towards a less stressfull life (if thats possible...lol).
I havent heard from Jay in over a week...no letters or nothing. My mail has been really screwed up but I think he was having "hell week" this week and so he didnt have the op to write. I just hope he is doing okay and isnt hurt or something, this is the hardest part of the boot camp...they have already had his group wittled down from 96 to 72, the worst thing that would happen is for him to get really hurt, they have moved to Camp Pendleton and they now have to do really hard long hikes, I guess a ton of guys get hairline fractures and that is NOT good...so even though I know you guys continue to pray please please please keep it up! Well, I really dont have anything else to say except what you all already know...I MISS HIM SO INCREDIBLY MUCH!
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Sep. 1st, 2004 @ 12:53 pm ROOMMATE!!!!!
Current Mood: infuriated
Okay so everyone please PRAY for me...Linda hasnt been speaking to me for the past week because "she needed sometime to herself" which was fine with me...now I come home to find that she has moved...yes moved!! All her stuff is gone and she left me a little note saying that she is sorry but its not working out and she is gone. So I am stuck paying for an extra room I dont need and so yeah cant afford it either...please pray that I either find a roommate avaliable only till Jan when I need to move out or that I figure something out...I really dont want to live with my parents again but yeah kinda stuck otherwise. Any ideas??
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Aug. 30th, 2004 @ 08:51 pm 6 Weeks Down 7 to go!
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Everwood...The WB starts up again soon!!!
Okay, well same old same old...missing the boy like crazy but good news, we will be half way into the whole thing come Wednesday! Looking back oh it seems as though it has been forever since I have seen him but looking forward I am so glad that we only have a little over a month left. It seems possible finally that I will be able to make it, even though I knew I would, it finally seems like it might actually happen.

Well being that it has been almost half way through I thought it was good a time as any to unload on all the things God has taught me through this time...plain and simple he has slapped me around and reminded me just how important it is to have relationships outside of my marriage. The biggest mistake we have made, and I am sure its the same with other newlyweds, is that we were so involved with eachother (which by the way isnt bad) we closed off some of the great things our friendships could give us that we couldnt give one another. I am sooo incredibly blessed with such awesome friends...some of which are older relationships and others that are just now beginning, God has placed great people in my life which have brought sooo many new objectives to light. This weekend I had such an awesome time...we didnt do anything out of the ordinary (EXCEPT THE AWESOME RODEO) but I had several moments when I just sat and thought to myself, life is good...God is so good. Also, I am the kind of person who ALWAYS wants someone around...it was nice to have God let me know that I can handle being alone. I can do things all by myself, I dont need anyone to help me get through it all but him. Which for me has always been a big deal. I hated feeling vunerable around people even my best friend but at the same time I hated even more to be alone...but guess what? Even though I still hate feeling vunerable I feel totally confident about being alone- so nice to finally be able to say that and hey its only taken 23 years to get to this point...nice!! :) So even though one of the biggest part of my life is away right now, God is doing amazing things in my life. Surprise Surprise :) Praise be to GOD!!
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Aug. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:07 pm 5 weeks downs 8 to go!
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: none...just the hum of my fan
So this week was unremarkable. The manager of my new department commented on how well I "know my product" and so she gave me another bump up and now I am a finalizer for the group department...I actually have people below me. Crazy! Well Jay is doing okay he has an ear infection now and got to have a day of bed rest because apparently it was "the worst ear infection the doctor said he had ever seen"...which is pretty much Jason in a nutshell...he gets sick and then just before he is completely better he gets a REALLY bad ear infection. Hopefully he will be calling either later today of next weekend...they are going to be moving to Camp Pendleton and so he calls to let family know he is safe and sound after moving. I am dying to hear his voice I think I have watched our wedding video about a million times, just to hear him speak!!!
Well Jay's mom Kim sent me this and I thought I would share it with all you since I thought it was pretty neat, she didn't write it but she is apart of some email list for mothers of serving sons and daughters, so yeah:

As some of you may know, one of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere
he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also.
But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said
when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the US flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock.
The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly,
"yes, I always wear it and I probably always will."
The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward, putting his arm around my son's shoulders, and nodding towards my son, said in a calm and gentle voice to the Iraqi woman: "Lady, hundreds of thousands of men and women like this young man have fought and died so that YOU could stand here, in MY
country and accuse a check-out cashier of bombing YOUR countrymen. It is my belief that had you been this outspoken in YOUR own country, we wouldn't need to be there today. But, hey, if you have now learned how to speak out so loudly and clearly, I'll gladly buy you a ticket and pay your way back to Iraq so you can straighten out the mess in YOUR country that you are obviously here in MY country to avoid." Everyone within hearing distance cheered.
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Aug. 16th, 2004 @ 10:54 pm 4 weeks down 9 to go!
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: none
Same as usual, I guess its to be expected but yeah I still miss him like crazy! He is doing well, his rack mate got pnuemonia and now he has a new one that apparently isnt as good as recruit Kim was so yeah. He still is sick, so continue to pray that he will get better. He has just now today entered into the next phase of his training which should hopefully ease up a tiny.
Thank you guys for keeping us in your prayers. We really appreciate it. Jay sends his love. And (I dont think I can say it enough) thank you for just being there.
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Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 11:22 pm Friends!
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: THE OLYMPICS...YEAH!!!
Where would we all be without them? I know where I would be and it isnt pretty...so thankyou Jessica for knowing when I needed you but didnt have to say it, I love that we are so close. I could not have made it through this weekend without you! Plus, even though women do have more tear ducts I know God has truely blessed me with a friend like you.
JP can I just say you are such an awesome guy! Thank you so much for making me laugh and for being such an awesome little brother I love you! You continually amaze me with how much God is doing in your life. Never change who you are to please others because if they can't appreciate your fun loving ways then they aren't worth the time anyway. We love you just the crazy way you are!
To everyone else out there thank you also for just being there for eachother I think its great that we all have such an awesome support system around us, and I am so happy to be apart of such a great group of people. God has truely blessed us.
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 06:02 pm 3 Weeks Down 10 to go!
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: nadda!
Alright so it has been 3 weeks since the departure...and still missing him! I guess that is a good thing? :( The missing part just keeps growing...gotten so bad that I cant even begin to imagine what it will be like 3 more weeks from now or even still longer! A lot has happened this week which should have made it go by much faster but still not the case! He says the time is flying by but then again he is doing new things and not the same monotonous things each day everyday...same thing day in and day out! Well I have taken the new job...hooray! Will be starting school next week (which by the way I am SO excited about -never thought that would come out of my mouth) hopefully that will help keep me busy and make the time pass by quicker. My kitties are growing like weeds I swear they were just little fur balls last week!? Got my hair cut...huge scary change that worked out really good! And yet through it all I have come to the same conclusion as always...God knows best for me and Jay and this experience has been and will continue to be blessed. Just through the friendships that I have and the time I have been able to spend with them has been a huge blessing. So thanks to all of you that have been there when I needed you and who will continue to be there even when I dont ask...you know who you are! THANK YOU!!!!

Well Jay is doing really good, I received a 4 page (front and back) letter from him on Friday, which pretty much broke down everything he has done up till this point. Kinda interesting but yeah he REALLY seems to like his drill instructors for the most part at least...he says as long as he does what he is supposed to they are pretty cool people. The food isnt bad, he has met quite a few guys. His rack mate seems to be a really nice guy. The big thing is that he is a Prayer Leader which he was pretty excited about, he was really worried about finding other believers in a place like that so his prayers were answered. Everyone pray that he doesnt get sick anymore (he had bronchitis) or else they will have to push back his graduation another week. But all in all he is doing well and hopefully will write again soon. I know it makes my days a little better after getting a letter. So if you get the chance I guess he isnt having to do anything for his letters right now so you can send as many as you want! And it seems to take him about 4 or so days to get them!
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Aug. 7th, 2004 @ 01:09 pm The latest!

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Aug. 5th, 2004 @ 06:20 pm Today!
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Um Linda talking! :)
Okay so today sucked...as usual! To top it all off I didnt get a letter from Jay! He has brochitis and I am worried about him so please pray! Well the only thing that made my day exciting is well Princess was bought by Carnival Corp back in November last year...they also own this cruise line called Cunard. Well Cunard is based out in florida and now they are moving to scv in like September...well because they are moving not everyone in florida can move here, so they are needing immediate support for there group department. Well our manager of reservations put out an email yesterday asking for people who were interested in working for that company...personally Princess has 13 ships and that is a lot of info to know about. So I wasnt interested at all. Well the manager of the department came over to my desk today and put me in conference mode which is like big scary because when she comes to your desk its not usually good news. Well I went back to her desk and she asked me if I would like to go to florida for two weeks to be trained on the group department. She offered me the lead position and everything. So I havent really decided and I am praying about it...please pray for me. I told her about Jay in the Marines and that I wouldnt be able to give her a solid comitment because we will be moving in January and she didnt care. So it would be a good change of pace plus Cunard only has 2 ships and is super elite, so yeah nice change. What do you guys think?
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Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 06:40 pm Uh I dont get it!?
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Aug. 3rd, 2004 @ 08:56 pm Two Weeks Down, 11 More to go!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: NONE
Okay so I was needing a letter so bad today from Jay and I got it!!!! Yeah I was so excited...basically he is doing well, very tired and physically stressed. He has been on simple duty because he has brochitis and has been to the medic, but all in all he is doing well. He misses everyone and sends his love! It would be really great if you guys could spend 5 minutes and write to him, I know he really could use the encouragement...maybe share with him your favorite verse? I dont know but he wanted me to tell you all that he will more than likely get your letters but may not be able to respond because he doesnt have a lot of time during the week (hopefully that will change later) I mean it took him this long just to write me...so anyway I am a much happier wife today and feeling much better about him being gone. I didnt know if I could take it another day, the suspense was about to kill me. Anyway the address where you can send him stuff is:
Recruit Jason R Knott
1st RTBN D CO PLT 1006
MCRD San Diego, CA 92140-1006
So get those letters off people! Just kidding :) You just cant send anything edible and nothing bigger than a standard letter size...please no girlie looking envelopes I guess that is a big NO NO, just leave them blank with the send to address and return address...oh and you can send him religious based stuff but no pictures or newspaper clippings, I guess if they find it he will get in trouble. I dont know thats just what I was told! :) Okay well thats all from me! See HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!
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Aug. 1st, 2004 @ 10:21 pm Girls Night!
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Reliant K
To all the ladies that came on Friday night oh what fun we had! The memories...I feel truely blessed to have such incredible friends and I continue to be amazed with what God is doing in all our lives. I am so glad that I have friends I can be REAL with, hang out with, laugh with and just plain be GIRLS with! I love that and I hope to be able to continue to do that!
So thanks girlies for coming and hanging out...we will have to do it again real soon, I miss that!
Lets at least plan on having a girls night out once a month...that way we can all take a break from work, school, boyfriends, husbands, parents... yeah i guess just get away from it all. Even if we just plan on dinner...whose in? And does anyone have any good ideas for the next time out?
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Jul. 30th, 2004 @ 03:00 pm Jessica!
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: None
Jess has now gotten on Live Journal too...her name is jessfish17 so add her to your guys friends list!
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